thanks god

terima kasih tuhan, telah memberikanku kesempatan untuk merasakan hari ini. hari dimana bertambahnya umurku. terima kasih atas segala karunia yang telah kau beri padaku tuhan.
semoga dengan bertambahnya umurku, akan bertambah pula rasa cintaku padamu. dan semoga kau dapat mengabulkan segala doa dan harapanku. amieen.

just forget

who must endure this?
when I was tired of giving,
and fatigue did not accept.
when the world is not on my side,
when the sun is reluctant to give me a warm.
I was looking for who is wrong,
but after I found it, not the satisfaction that I can.
just a deep disappointment,
that made this heart melted, crushed, and crushed.
I had asked the wind,
when he stroked my hair blowing through it.
but I'm not satisfied with just blowing it.
I need more.
Last the water only replied with a crackle
My sense of sincerity they are just a mirage.
is not that what happens now?
or do we forget?

 

i dont know..

I was a liar,,
because many things that I cover from you ..

I'm stupid,,
because it turns out I'm often wrong ..
I'm a hypocrite,,
because I often lie to my feelings ..
I dissident,,
because I do not always follow what they want ..
I hater,,
because sometimes I hate myself ..
I'm stubborn,,
because I often defend my fault ..
I was selfish,
because I always want to win themselves ..
I'm grumpy,,
because my emotions alternating overflowing ..
I cant able to control myself,
because actually I never really know me ..

me n my family

I was born in this beloved country Indonesia.
complete name, as shown in this blog, hanna Triana.

my mother thought that I do not know where she got it. hehe.
I am the last child of three brothers, I blend of Arabic and Javanese. look from my face, hehe.

 

This narcissistic face, pure 89% follow my beloved father's face.
and hard and selfish attitude of mine, then I got it from my mother's beloved a very captious.

I still live at home. I intend to continue my school next year at a university near my home.

although sometimes feels bored at home, but I have my little nephew who could always cheer me with a strange behavior.

because he was only one year.  Lionel named

 

I've been with him when he was 6 months.

now it has grown rapidly,

not only Lionel, I also lived with my mom that even though sometimes it sucks, but he remains the best mom ever

waw, why she prettier than me. haha, I heard it was normal, not weird anymore.

 

and sister, the mother of Lionel currently working in Borneo, precisely in Balikpapan.

This was taken before she left.

and my dady cames home 1 day a week

This photo I took when I want to go with him

my brother still working and unmarried.

This my brother with Lionel

love u all,,

god bless u all... 

a little family, but we have property that is more affection, that is loveThat piece of the story about me and my family.
I hope you guys like to read it.

if love is you...!!

If love starts from the eye,,

then when your eyes looked at me, I slowly feel the vibration ..

If love is not just a word,,

then the moment we have a bond ..

  If love is a struggle,,

I passed thousands of storm, as long as your hand gripped my shoulder ..

  If love is a sincerity,,

then I think this be ok, although sometimes feels sad ..

  If love is a sacrifice,,

I will survive, even though my heart is torn and crashing,,

if love is all about looking to the future,,

then I rope this time, with dreams you and me ..

if love demands a happiness, ,

then i found that, upon seeing your beautiful smile ..

If you love about a warmth, ,

I find it when you hug me tight ..

 
From you I find the meaning of love and peace .. ..
Then,
 


if love about a happy ending,
then we will reach a beautiful day, the time when you kissed my forehead and said


"Now you're mine completely my wife .."


special for my Beloved boy .. .. Rusliansyah

survive to one love

can u feel it??

think that makes my heart was crushed when I realized you had changed.
I try to be someone's best for you.
trying to survive in circumstances which forced me to surrender.
Can you give me one reason,
for me to survive,
to keep believe in your love for me.
I feel hurt
not easy for me to forget.
my heart is crying.
Can you hear?
I missed you,
so soft,
I love you more than you know.
I want you,
I beg you,
returned as before,
because I'll always be waiting for you,
and lasted for one love.

just u,,,

the one i want....